HelloDarling

2010-12-16T05:16:00.000-08:00

I don't think it's ever really a good idea to be the only one. What a horrible night. (yes that is bigbird)

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Clean)

2010-12-13T12:26:00.000-08:00

I'm not usually a fan of Kanye West, but I must say his new album is wonderful.

See These Movies.... if you can stomach it

2010-11-25T14:49:00.000-08:00

2010-11-24T01:28:00.000-08:00

I use tumblr now.

http://whenyoucometotheendstop.tumblr.com/

Bibio - Mr. & Mrs. Compost

2010-11-16T16:46:00.000-08:00

I love this sound, I just wish it was longer.

Rilo Kiley - Portions For Foxes

2010-11-13T14:59:00.000-08:00

Whyyyyy

2010-11-13T14:50:00.000-08:00

Why do I always ruin everything?

You're my favorite.

2010-11-10T11:19:00.001-08:00

Kirsten Dunst has been my inspiration for a long time. I love her style, she's beautiful, and she's a great actress. I just love her. Here are some pictures for you.

Goodbye for real this time

2010-11-09T17:27:00.001-08:00

I'm in the library because that's the only place the internet works.

Let's Monkey Around

2010-11-04T13:14:00.001-07:00

Spookfest was amazing, well all of my Halloween weekend was fantastic. Oh, except for actual Halloween, it was a let down because there was so much leading up to it. Oh well, for my first rave Spookfest was a wonderful idea, so much candy, I felt so good just putting my arms up and swaying.... haha. Oh and I will no longer get up and wander my hall if it is between 3:00 and 4:00, to many scary movies. There's also that little issue of stupid people telling stupid secrets, I need to stop giving impaired confessions. I've never felt this way about a person before, I just have this automatic pull. I'm not looking forward to thanksgiving break, I feel like it's just going to be weird, seeing all these old friends when every one of us has gone off and made a new life for ourselves and most likely changed, hopefully for the better. I know I have. Oh and seeing you... we don't even talk anymore, I'm scared of leaving all these people behind. Although that raincheck probably wont still stand, because it can't for me... but who knows, We'll probably self destruct in the next 2 weeks. If anyone reads this, this will make no sense, I'm just ranting, excuse me.

Let's Monkey Around

2010-11-04T13:14:00.000-07:00

I forgot

2010-10-28T12:01:00.001-07:00

Modest Mouse, I miss you, I forgot how much I love you.

Rockets

2010-10-28T11:22:00.000-07:00

The past few weeks have been a blur, to many nights I just can't seem to remember. This weekend will be fun, Halloween, Spookfest anyone? yes. I'm going to be a mime, therefore I wont talk, which is none different than my usual actions...

Last night I had a dream, that dream was of you. I suppose I just didn't realize how much I missed you.

it's all just words

2010-10-18T14:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry. What a funny little word. It means so much yet means so little. But it's the only word used, the only word that fits. I never want to see you hurt, it's just the way it worked out. It's easier this way then the blow up it should have could have would have been if you ever found out. You'll never find out. I lay awake in bed at night, tossing and turning, minutes after hours passing with the ticking of the silent clock we call time. I'm thinking of all the shit I've done wrong, everything I fucked up, everyone I've fucked over. Nothing can fix it, nothing will change, so why do I keep going over these little details in my head? Everything that I do has nothing to do with anything. I don't matter. Will this bottomless pit of emptiness I feel inside me ever go away? I doubt that. I just don't want to be alone, yet here, with you, that's all I feel.

Badada

2010-10-17T16:24:00.001-07:00

I feel like I should stop making a fool out of myself. It's happening all to often. ha

It's almost halloween!!

I kinda kinda kinda

2010-10-13T13:04:00.000-07:00

miss my hair!

you

2010-10-09T23:08:00.000-07:00

You don’t want me, no
You don’t need me
Like I want you, oh
Like I need you

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

You can’t see me, no
Like I see you
I can’t have you, no
Like you have me

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

You can’t feel me, no
Like I feel you
I can’t steal you, no
Like you stole me

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

yummy

2010-10-08T12:54:00.000-07:00

Charles Manson - Look At Your Game Girl

2010-10-06T14:50:00.000-07:00

just keep going going going go

2010-09-26T09:51:00.001-07:00

Sleepless nights and tripping hard, new experiences and new bonds. oh and burns. yes please? I'm still going going going going going.

I walk in the middle on delicate glass. Well, I could obviously fall off either side but I wont. I like it here.

ahaha aha ha haha GOT YOU

2010-09-20T14:31:00.003-07:00

random feelings from another planet

2010-09-19T17:39:00.000-07:00

I stare into this empty screen, mindless.
Unaware of everything going on around me,
Unable to gather my thoughts for the sake of connecting ideas.
I watch these broken images without pain or love or hate or appreciation.
This isn’t my life, is it? No, it’s a movie running on a never ending wheel.
As the horizon begins to lighten, there is nothing I can feel but alone.

meheheh

2010-09-17T14:00:00.001-07:00

Love is Colder than Death

2010-09-15T10:24:00.000-07:00

It's easy when it hurts, so say goodbye
We'll fall in love again, just give it time

The Virgins

It's been a long time but I still love this song.
For some reason I couldn't find a decent video for it.

mah mind

2010-09-12T19:00:00.001-07:00

Is all over the place. I can't focus!

Adventures in a semi-new city with semi-new people

2010-09-12T15:58:00.000-07:00

Some photos from recent doings in the place of S.F. Long days, and extremely long nights... finding out new things every where I turn.

I love the ocean!

2010-09-09T17:25:00.000-07:00

The Drums / It Will All End In Tears

2010-09-09T16:00:00.000-07:00

meheheh

2010-09-06T22:40:00.001-07:00

Sorry about that, things got a little rowdy.

2010-09-05T11:11:00.000-07:00

love

2010-09-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

I saw him at a show in a bowling alley last night, it was fucking sick, but I have bruises all over. They played with culture kids and mayors, who apparently are breaking up and that was there last show? who knows, but I have no idea how I'm awake and I really ought to go to sleep.

Isn't the Collapse always the best part?

2010-09-01T14:38:00.000-07:00

!

2010-08-29T11:47:00.000-07:00

Loveyouloveyouloveyou

woah

2010-08-28T03:48:00.001-07:00

I can;t believe that actually just happened. again.

Orca Team

2010-08-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

This is a band I saw last night, they were pretty good. I liked them.

It's A Little Foggy

2010-08-26T10:07:00.000-07:00

A change, that's what I needed. But somehow it seems that change hasn't really come yet. Oh, I know why. I'm spending my time with a lot of the same people. I've tried branching out, I'm still getting pulled back. It's time to let myself go.

I miss my dog

2010-08-23T11:40:00.000-07:00

Abstract! No, just blurry.

woah

2010-08-22T19:22:00.001-07:00

Well then...

2010-08-22T09:54:00.000-07:00

I don't really know how to go about this...

Flame On!!

2010-08-21T18:29:00.000-07:00

Best. Find. Ever.

A movie!

2010-08-20T10:53:00.001-07:00

Some Pictures For You

2010-08-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

It's all a little bittersweet

2010-08-17T12:28:00.000-07:00

Oh your tired eyes, two blinking distant satellites. I've been so unwise to stifle or to mobilize. We were in the air we could've landed anywhere, we must have done something right. It was the first time, it was the first time, when I was so aware when I was so prepared and so right there. When I shut my eyes I still saw the light, coming from the ground and sky and all around and from inside. It's all part of the fun to sometimes come fully undone. You are a sun I swear so spend it high up in the air. Oh to make you laugh to make you smile even a hahaha. What I would have given back then, you don't say where you just say when. Couple weeks at home and I call you daily on the phone, how I fantasize like I was hypnotized. What I need from you is to be easier than the truth. What keeps me alive how do I know what keeps me alive? I'm going to welcome it all, totally enthralled. Sticks and stones I'm going home gonna break some bones and I'm all alone. Promise to be right there, totally aware. As if it was the first time, every time.

--WISDOM TOOTH

I share!

2010-08-17T00:31:00.000-07:00

http://cllct.com/files/wisdom_tooth/325/ill%20be%20around%20if%20you%20want%20to%20talk.mp3

pleaaseee listen

Hello Old Man

2010-08-12T15:56:00.000-07:00

I felt artsy today

Caffeine O.D.

2010-08-10T11:24:00.000-07:00

I felt the sickest I have ever fealt, pain beyond beleif. I suggest never doing it, I know I'm not.

i am by Foot Ox

2010-08-08T12:33:00.000-07:00

i am by Foot Ox

lovely

Someone filled up my heart with nothing

2010-08-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

I like to feel nothing, it makes things a hell of a lot easier. It's not just you it's someone else!! comeeee backkkkk

Blogging

2010-08-07T14:48:00.001-07:00

Camping trips and stealing bricks!

Forest

2010-08-06T10:04:00.001-07:00

I want to go back, I've been home 24 hours and I already miss it too much. I want to be able to look up at the sky every night and see a sky full of stars, not the select few. I want to be able to go for walks and end up at some lake and go for a swim in the crystal clear blue water. I would live my life that way if I could, maybe I will. Someday.

I like

2010-07-31T18:47:00.000-07:00

I've been going through some old pictures lately and I forgot how much I like this one. Taken at a Kings of Leon concert. Woooo boys in bands.

Well guys,

2010-07-29T16:28:00.001-07:00

I think I might just die of boredom. I don't think I have been home this long all summer.... Hah.

A few days

2010-07-29T16:23:00.000-07:00

In a few days I'm going camping camping camping. I'm happy.

Best website ever.

2010-07-29T16:11:00.001-07:00

Thought I should spread the love.

http://www.daytrotter.com/

right right

2010-07-24T12:31:00.000-07:00

Everything you know is bullshit. Death isn't real. Life is just a dream. Enjoy yourself. Stop worrying. Stop being scared. Go after what you want, even if what you want seems beyond the realm of possibility.
Make it happen. You are god here on Earth, whoever you are. Even if you have to crawl out of the dirt to make it happen, you CAN make it happen. Never surrender to your own fear and never lose the energy you have inside.
There is no god, there is no ending, there is only just here and now.

This is kind of awsome.

2010-07-24T12:13:00.000-07:00

I'm obsessed with this song at the moment, it helps me when I'm feeling good. you know.

I like disposable cameras

2010-07-24T12:08:00.000-07:00

I just

2010-07-23T13:56:00.000-07:00

want it to be August 18th.

Sometimes I freak myself out

2010-07-22T12:38:00.001-07:00

Goodness

2010-07-17T11:10:00.000-07:00

This is one of the greatest movies I have seen in a while, although it really leaves you hanging.

Chopin

2010-07-14T15:25:00.001-07:00

I've been doing my best lately, trying to get bye. Who ever said this would work, It's not really. I like piano solo of the romantic period, it helps me fall asleep.

Movies

2010-07-11T12:45:00.001-07:00

The ispiration in my life right now: atonement. Everything in that movie is beautiful, for the costumes to the scenery to the people.

HEYY

2010-07-05T00:11:00.001-07:00

So yeah, I have a tendency to use metaphors. Please don't take everything I say so seriously. Ok thanks, bye.

Lively Tales

2010-07-03T18:54:00.000-07:00

So I suppose you all would just LOVE to know what's up with me. Except no one realy reads this and no one realy cares. I know that. I hope you do too. THis whole thing is designed for MYSELF to let things out. SO do I give a shit what you think? NO. Ok now that that is settled. I want to explain how I'm handling. I have this ongoing pull toward things that I shouldn't be pulled toward. I also don't beleive I have a good sense of distinguishing right from wrong. I lie, I cheat, I do things no one should just to make me feel good. But I can't help it. Who can? Isn't it just human instinct? All we really are are animals.

Thank you, Lily, for not being afraid to say it.

2010-06-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
you’re point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it

do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

beautiful.

2010-06-20T13:37:00.000-07:00

Did I hear you scream? While I was singing in a dream? Naked by your side, the one place I've never lie. All that I can give you is an open door, but a door that swings to lightly, you won't be through there anymore.

yay

2010-06-18T15:11:00.001-07:00

Waaa

2010-06-09T17:35:00.000-07:00

I've got myself a roommate and everything!!!

awayyyy

2010-06-08T13:28:00.000-07:00

Hello, I am SO ready to graduate!! Off to college I go.... It feels weird that I will be soon be leaving all of this behind, but believe me, I'm ready. It's crazy how in just 2 short months I will be permanently residing in San Fransisco. Bring it On!!!!

Oh, and I thought this was neat.

DISNEY

2010-06-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

TOMORROW!! AGHHHHHHHHH

gaaaaaaaa

2010-05-29T15:50:00.000-07:00

I can’t help myself

I’m addicted to a life of material

It’s some kind of joke

I’m obsessively opposed to the typical

Ah Harry, How I Love You

2010-05-20T19:10:00.000-07:00

Dreams

2010-05-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

I want to go out into the wilderness and photograph animals and such.

Get Me Out

2010-05-11T17:03:00.000-07:00

I like these photos... I want weekend.

My Hair Is Falling Out!!

2010-05-09T17:57:00.000-07:00

But I am liking the color, even if it is a little yellow right now, it will turn out right eventually.

2010-05-03T14:38:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD

2010-04-28T19:51:00.000-07:00

I just watched the movie the cove, i went on you tube to try and find a clip to share with you, but I came up with this. It's a very similar situation going on in Denmark. What is going on? This needs to stop.

Diana!

2010-04-27T19:47:00.000-07:00

I got some film developed, I had it for a while so I completely forgot what was on it. I didn't get too many good ones off of this role, but here are a few that i thought were interesting.

It is never what it seems

2010-04-24T19:00:00.001-07:00

Hello,

2010-04-24T13:47:00.000-07:00

I haven't been on here in quite a while, well, i broke my arm (elbow to be precise) and it is quite difficult to do anything with my hand.

Ben Goossens

2010-04-09T15:01:00.000-07:00

You Can't See Me

2010-04-08T15:40:00.000-07:00

Logorama?

2010-04-06T20:10:00.000-07:00

Logorama from Marc Altshuler - Human Music on Vimeo.

Ha, Watch

2010-04-06T19:54:00.001-07:00

Oxygen from Christopher Hendryx on Vimeo.

Fucked up art, but still Interesting

2010-04-06T19:19:00.000-07:00

I came across this online today. At first, the sculptures are repulsing, but if you take time to think about it, the concept is very cool. See for yourself...

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Woah

2010-04-05T18:12:00.000-07:00

Oh, Hey

2010-04-05T18:00:00.000-07:00

Oh, Truth.

2010-04-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia ..."

2010-04-04T20:23:00.000-07:00

Song

2010-03-31T21:57:00.001-07:00

Know? I don't know.

2010-03-31T21:53:00.000-07:00

I think I have liked them for a while now, but I still can't tell. Knowing comes from experience.

2010-03-28T00:32:00.001-07:00

135

Thank You

2010-03-24T22:31:00.001-07:00

Check This Out

Hi

2010-03-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

I like you.

Oh, and I've got some new hair.

2010-03-21T00:08:00.000-07:00

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Lady Gaga Speechless lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/lady-gaga-speechless-lyrics.html
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
How?
Hooow?
Wow

How?
How?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

2010-03-20T16:33:00.001-07:00

if you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,
Baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart

Hi

2010-03-19T15:38:00.001-07:00

Uhhhh

2010-03-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GO!!!!

Trying

2010-03-15T19:08:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to find the inspiration, but it doesn't come as easily as it used to. It seems as though I have subconsciously reordered my priorities. Maybe I have? Today, it was brought to my attention that I miss you all. But then I remember what you did to me, and I don't..... right. 13 years wasted. We didn't grow apart, we all pulled away.

GAGA

2010-03-14T12:46:00.000-07:00